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2010-08-01T00:28:00.000+08:00

Live as if your were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.

Happy birthday to myself & Jiaying ! :D

Thanks for ppl who texted me, post happy birthday to me on my facebook. :D

But there is a person who called me ! Which is Benjaminnnn ! (Y) He damn random LOLOL.
Conversation :
-Phone vibrated-
Me : Hello.
He : Hello.
-Den he talking to someone, i think so. :\-
Aft tat,
He : HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
Me : -Shock- LOL, thanks.
He : K, bye.
Me : Bye.
SUPER Randommmmmm de ! LAUGHS.

Woke up at around 8plus today, texted & replied ppl's message. Den rot on bed until 9. Den went to play maple. LOL. Play until overtime. :\

Bugis -> Cube -> Plaza Sing -> Home.

Should be meeting Jolyn at Bugis at 12.30pm. But was late. LOL. When she text me, she is leaving home which is around 12.15pm. :\ Den i faster went to prepare den leave home. LOLOL.

Reached Bugis at around 1pm. Den shop around Bugis Junction with her. Den went to iluma to meet Clement. Kinda very happy to see Clement. Laughs. Den played lan for 2 hours. Aft tat, went to Mos Burger to eat. (Y) Aft tat, den went to Burger King to watch Clement eat. Laughs. I found out tat everytime I go out with Jolyn, we will confirm go eat Mos Burger de. :D

Aft tat, trained to cube while Clement train to Yishun & Jolyn train to Orchard there. Den saw alot of ppl at cube. Laughs. And hugged alot of ppl. :D Aft tat, went to plaza sing to slack around. Den trained home aft tat, while sam they all went to watch After Shock de movie. Actually wanted to watch wif them de. But parents dun allow. x.x

When reached Mrt platform there, i went to sit at the seats there. And thinking abt lots & lots of stuffs. Aft tat, went to buy bubble tea den go fetch my mother home.

So happy. My parents bought for me, a WATERMELON birthday cake. <3 And the birthday cake looks like MUSHROOM shape. (Y)

2010-07-26T19:02:00.000+08:00

It is better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all.

Hai, <: As usual, aft 9876543210 years. Den blog. :\ Sorry peepos, especially some ppl who always come to my blog, you know who you are. :B

Today is a kinda okok Monday. x.x First feeling when i woke up, i dun feel like going to sch. ): ! Sch is bored, who will like it. Laughs. Common test as usual during last period. Kinda okok, pray tat i will pass. :D Aft sch went to Imm mac to study with Gwen & Nina. I very guai de lorh, i got do some homework. :\ But the homework is only do one compo only. LOL. :\ Damn bored, sighsighsigh. Finally today have audi patcher ! <3 Cant wait for the new songs & clothes. :DDDDDD

Blog hopping now as usual, saw quiz at Ellie blog. So decided to do the quiz. :x

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?

Maybe?

2. Smart?
Guys should be smarter den girls. <:

3. Preferred age?
14 - 17. :D

4. Preferred height?
Same height as me, abt 158 - 160+ barh.

5. How about sense of humor?
Maybe ?

6. How about piercings?
Anything, but if pierce too much i dun like. Cos somehow will looks like ahbeng. LOL.

7. Accepts you for who you are?
Of cos.

8. Pink hair?
LOL! Pink hair is cuteeee !

9. Mushy or no?
Halfhalf. :D

10. Thin or fat?
Any ?

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
Brown. Cos im brown too. :B

12. Long hair or short hair?
Normal hair barh. :D Long hair is not really very good for guys.

13. Plastic or metal?
None of it. I want humans !

14. Smells good?
LOL, of cos.

15. Smoker?
Anything, but i dun really like smoker. :\

16. Drinker?
Yea, but dun drink too much. Cos ltr when drunk, something might have happen. LOL.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
Not really.

18. Muscular?
Have some muscle jiu hao le.

19. Plays piano?
Wow, maybe ? Its romantic for guys to play piano for girls.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Any.

21. Plays violin?
Yea, :D

22. Sings very good?
Normal can already. But dun sing until the glass break. LOL.

23. Vain?
Not really.

24. With glasses?
Anything.

25. With braces?
Maybe ?

26. Shy type?
Its okay to me, but dun be too shy. LOL.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
Half guaikia, half paikia. :D

28. Active or passive?
Half.

29. Tight or bomb?
Dunno?

30. Singer or dancer?
Both.

31. Stunner?
Dunno.

32. Hiphop?
Maybe ?

33. Earrings?
Erm.. Nope ?

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
No thanks

35. Dimples?
Its cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

36. Bookworm?
Not really. But like to read nice story can already.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
I love love letterrrrrrrr ! (inserthearts)

38. Playful?
Abit. :D

39. Flirt?
No thanks.

40. Poem writer?
Maybe ? Love poems ! <3

41. Serious?
When its time to be serious.

42. Campus crush?
LOL, nope.

43. Painter?
Maybe ? I like ppl who is good at art.

44. Religious?
Anything. Im not tat racist.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
Okayokay, but dun over-tease ppl.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
LOL, any ?

47. Speaks 20 languages?
LOL, know basic languages jiu hao le.

48. Loyal or faithful?
Both of cos.

49. Good kisser?
Maybe? Kiss is not important, heart is important.

50. Loves children?
Of cos, ltr too violent to children jiu die le. LOL.

Tmr going to have CCA photo taking, (Y) !

2010-07-21T21:17:00.003+08:00

You are my glue. Without you, I'd be nothing but broken pieces.

Im thinking abt you, But are you thinking abt me too ?

Back to blogging. <: Have been updating my diary daily nowadays. Tats why very less blog. HAHA !
Somehow wondering it is true tat some girls aft joining girls' sch or girls' CCA will somehow become lesbo. LOL ! Erm.. Somehow saw a girl in my sch, like to hold other girls' hand. LOL. To me, i somehow will wonder. :\ Wonder if they are lesbo isit.

Sch nowadays are as usual. Bored. :\ But i still go sch daily, cos have alot of friends. :DD Im living in a world tat is so happy lorh. HAHA ! Assembly, was abt Racial harmony day. Say the pledge for racial harmony day. LOL. Den show video of ppl who took part in Homevisit programme. Aft tat, have some quiz, blahblahblah. Aft tat, went to have lunch den went for CCA. CCA was kinda fun today. Didnt do much marching. All we do is play games to prepare for our West Division Day this sat. <3 Happy die. Cos can meet alot of west side ppl le. Aft tat, stay back for awhile to put the gloves nicely. And take 1 pair of gloves. Hehe. Den took bus home tgt wif Ellie, Ethel, Jiayi, JingWen, Jolyn. Saw shuaige in bus. HAHA.

Soon my birthday is coming soon le. (Y) Cant wait for it le. HAHA. Going to on audi soon, kinda playing beatup nowadays. Caught in love with it. <:

1 More Day To Animal Day. :D

I wonder,
When you are wif her, you call her baby.
When you are wif me, you call me baby.
Den if when you are wif both of us, you will call who baby ?

2010-07-17T23:36:00.004+08:00

It takes a second to notice someone, An hour to like someone, A day to fall in love with someone, And a life time to forget them.

Back to update. (:

Different people have different angle of thinking. Perhaps sometimes wad you think may not be wad other ppl think. Lots of examples for this. Laughs. Maybe you are an exco tat why you think tat we didnt do well. Or maybe you are jus a member, you feel like quitting cos exco very fierce or something. But have you ever think of why are they fierce for ? Being an exco is a very hard thing, cos aft cca they need to plan out next meeting de things, den if didnt do well, will get scolded by the teacher.

Ytd, Was a good day. :D Cos even alot of things had happen, but i still end up going home happily. I love friday, cos it is the most slack de day. LOL. :x Was feeling tired but as usual went home play audi. <:

I wish i can have you, :\

Today, Is a wonderful day. :D Actually wanted to go out wif Sam they all de, end up i planned not to. Stay at home and save money. Play audi for the whole day. Hehe. (Y) And played wif Bawr who is dylan's cpl oso. Chatted wif her alot.

Im sorry for im jus making a short post only. :\

I wish i didnt make spoil my com in the first place.

2010-07-14T17:24:00.000+08:00

A kiss without a hug is like a flower without the fragrance.

Going to be 1 week aft my last update. x.x Kinda busy playing audi this few days. LOL. :\ Currently blogging & editing screenshot ! :D

Sun,
Went to watch eclipse wif Baby & Des. Had alot of fun. :D A very nice show, understand wad the show is saying. Actually planning to go band concert aft the movie de. But suddenly dun feel like going le. Den des went home to celebrate his birthday. While me & Baby went to eat pizza hut. Aft tat have a very pain gastric pain den went home. :\

Mon,
Everything was fine, only commontest is not. ): I hate doing chinese commontest cos veryvery less time for me to do !

Ytd,
Its a very fun & happy day ! Firstly, cos Ms Goh didnt come sch. Den teacher only give us one worksheet to do. Less than a period of lesson, i do finish le. Cos POA lesson is 2 hours, den the rest of the time is slacking, texting & playing Fatin's iTouch. <3 Aft sch, ran back home to take my boots cos need to bring & wear today but i forget. x.x Reached home, take boots & download audi patcher ! Aft tat went to sch for cca. Hehe. CCA is really damn fun lorh. Cos we have alot of fun ! (Y) Aft tat, den Ellie's father send me home den went to play audi ! :D

Today,
Sch as usual, jus kinda late for sch. :x Lucky OM let us go, if not i maybe tio suspend le. Laughs. Lesson all the same. Combine humaities lesson is kinda fun, cos have gwen de hot guy aka Mr Freddy Tan. Laughs. He is okok larh, but he teach very fast. LOL. Assembly is kinda okok, have a talk abt confidence.

Omg, so bored lorh. x.x Feel like download maple & play. Laughs. Im crazy maybe. LOL. :x

I love playing wif Fianceeee & Friends !

Tmr is going to take class photo. Weeeeeeeeee ~

2010-07-08T20:43:00.000+08:00

A kiss can be a comma, a question mark, or an exclamation point.

It has been aft 9876543210 days ever since I last update my blog. Very long right ? Laughs. :B

Happy Birthday To Jolyn ! (L)

Mon,
No sch, went to Japanese graden to do my CHUM project. Was screened by police cos the police thought we pon sch, or maybe having illegal gathering barh. Laughs. Cos have 3 groups, total abt 20 ppl doing CHUM porject at Japanese garden. Aft tat, went home sleep. Den at night went to hospital wif my grandmother until 11. :D

Tues,
Sch was fine. CCA is kinda okok also, feeling headache when im standing straight dunno why. Laughs. Machiam like going to faint soon. @@ Den marchmarchmarch. Aft tat, went home and rest. <:

Wed,
Its a super fun day ! Cos tat day was Ellie's birthday. :X And have youth day celebration during assembly ! Mr Jack Liew saying Fall for you on the stage, wtf. Alot of girls scream like mad lorh. Laughs. But his singing really kinda very nice. (Y) Den aft tat, went to Imm's Mac to study wif Nina & her brother. :D Kinda study for abit. :\ Cos saw nina's itouch, -take den play & play & play. :x

Today,
Its so fun today. Omgomg ! Went to NgeeAnn poly for life sciences courses. But the courses i went is health sciences. LOL. Cos they seperate us into half. Hehe. Den aft tat have lecture abt hydrogen thingy. Kinda very fun, learn how does brainfreeze/slurpee is made. Laughs. Aft tat, took bus wif Ellie, Jiayi & Fatin home. :D Had a very fun day ! (Y)

2010-07-04T23:21:00.001+08:00

A kiss is the true love expression of the soul.

Feeling very hyper happy today. :D Dun ask why. Laughs. Kinda busy wif cca, project & going out this few days. :X

Fri,
Everything is kinda slacking & the last period doesnt have any teacher at all. Veryvery freeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :D Lunch, den went to cca. Cca is kinda okok, and have patrol bonding. (Y) Im kinda make my patrol more bond tgt de. <3 Although im a very lousy patrol leader. :\ Blahblahblah. Cca ended at 6, kinda angry cos i told my mother abt 530 den cca will end. Aft tat went to take bus to interchange tgt wif Ellie & Stella. Called mum, she kinda angry. Lol. Ate dinner den went to Imm for shopping. And thanks to dad for buying me 6 cans of Peach flavour Jolly Shandy ! <3 Love die youuuuu.

Sat,
Woke up early, den washing clothes do my stuffs. Bath-ed den headed to interchange to meet up wif Amelina, Athirah & Gwen. Aft tat, walked to science centre to eat our lunch. Order food, den when going to eat finish soon. Den sufiqa, danial & more came. Blahblahblah. Aft tat walked to JE lib de 4th floor to discuss our project. Saw hadi, raushan, they all oso. Den all sit tgt is 3 circles, 3 groups and a total of abt 15 ppl discuss project in their own groups. Blahblahblah. Den aft tat, went home and fell asleep. Laughs. Woke up, bath-ed, drank Jolly shandy den went to fetch my mother. :D

Today,
Woke up at around 8, den prepared aft tat went to Clementi wif my parents to have our breakfast aft tat send my mother to work. Den train-ed home. Slacked for awhile den train-ed to cube to meet Baby. Aft tat on-ed com for 3 hours, den went to plaza sing to eat pastamania wif Baby & Freddy. Aft tat, train-ed to bugis den saw Pearlyn, Baoer & Sam. Den went to slack aft tat slacked at mac wif Baby & Sam. Playing truth or dare while waiting for Sam's cpl to come. Laughs. Den tat walked to iluma. Blahblahblah. Around 6 went walked to somewhr wif Kenny, Pearlyn & alot of ppl. Den celebrated Pearlyn's birthday aft tat, sat there chatting while some ppl were like drinking tiger beer or smoking dunno wad flavour water thingy. Aft tat, walked to MRT station wif Sam & baby. Den train-ed red line home tgt wif Baby. <3

I wont forget today de, <3 Cos it is too hard for me to forget today le. :D Sweet, Romantic, Excited, Scared, Heart beating very fast & Lots more. Tats wad im feeling nw. :D

2010-06-30T20:29:00.001+08:00

The only genuine love worthy of a name is unconditional.

Happy 100th Days ! @>---%---

Ytd,

Woke up at 630, which is very early okay ! Laughs. Prepared den off to sch. Reached sch at around 725. Ellie say I very early. LOL ! HAHA. Lesson as usual, it was fine, fun & nothing much really happens. Aft tat, slacking in canteen & had lunch wif Besties they all. Den went to cca, cca was fine oso. Only marchmarchmarch. Den around 5, Mrs Loh asked the ppl who helped out in YES! Carnival which include me. Laughs. Walked to staff room tgt wif Mrs Loh. Aft tat, i walked to 2nd floor while Ellie & Jiayi oso came to 2nd floor. Measured den tie our YES! Carnival banner wif ropes. Aft tat went to find Mrs Loh again to discuss stuffs. Sang TAPS den went to canteen to slack. While waiting for Ellie & Stella to go back home tgt. Blahblahblah. Aft tat, walked to bus stop. Texted kwoktung, boarded the bus den saw Kwoktung, jiaquan & zhonghang. Aft tat, took bus to interchange, called my father den went to eat dinner wif him.

Today,
Woke up as usual 630, prepared den went to 7eleven to buy milk coffee aft tat off to interchange to take bus. Saw Nina, Samuel Chiam & Samuel Chew, laughs. Den took bus tgt, while the bus is moving halfway. Suddenly kwoktung texted me, he told me tat he same bus as me & oso texted Nina, laughs. Aft asked me & nina to wait for him. Alighted den wait for him, aft tat the 5 of us walked to sch tgt. Den walked back to class, while walking back to the class. Saw Jiayi & ellie at 4th floor while me, nina & kwoktung at 3rd floor. Waved to them den jiayi wave back to me. Aft tat, Nina went back to her class and me & kwoktung walked back to our class.

Sang national Anthem & sch song. Den have temperature taking. Aft tat, had POA lesson. Today POA lesson is kinda okok not really tat bored le. Laughs. Manage to finish my worksheet on time. Den handed up. Aft tat is combined humanities, as usual study notes, Den write down stuffs and notes. Aft tat, is physics, oso the same. Teacher gave us notes, den write out and draw diagrams. Finish at around 1030, den teacher say 1050 den can let us go recess, so all of us slacked inside classroom. Recess time slacking inside class wif friends. Cos have taf run today, and didnt bring pe shirt at all. I saw ppl running at field wif uniform, tats bad. Hot die them. Laughs. Skipped taf run today. (Y) Maths lesson is kinda okok larh. :\ Cos dun understand wad teacher teaching. Copy down notes, den stare at whiteboard and oso toking to yinghan. Suddenly teacher asked me whether i understand anot. :x I told her halfhalf. Cos i wasnt really listen to wad she asking. LOL. Den she asked which one you know den i say example 3. I think yinghan laughed should be. I said example 3 which means tat teacher may thought i dun understand example 1 & 2. :\ The lesson past very fast. (L) Den is chemistry, as usual teacher write things to recap on the board den we listen, blahblahblah. Assembly was fun today ! (Y) Cos have ppl come our sch to say things abt YOG. Aft tat, went to whr we needed to stand to do CoMmOnWeAlTh WaVe. I think it wasnt really a sucess lorh, because sec 1 didnt move at all de. Den jiayi, stella, ellie came to my class there. Cos their class should be opps ours which is very farfar away. Aft tat, went to study corner to do my POA homework while Jiayi, Ellie, Stella, Nina & Zainul discuss their combine humanities project. Aft tat, ate lunch in sch den took bus to interchange. Pei nina go popular walkwalk and bought some stuffs. Aft tat, pei her walk to interchange while walking jus nice saw my dad, sended nina off, den walked home tgt wif my dad. End of my day. Laughs.

Omg ! Tmr going to have PE lesson, hope tat tmr dun need to take height & weight should be, i dun want. ): Cos i gain lots & lots of kg can. ):

2010-06-28T20:39:00.002+08:00

Men always want to be a woman's first love - women like to be a man's last romance.

Took some times to find foto to blog & love quotes. Laughs.

So today is the first day of sch. Kinda a happy day. But it is spoil cos, first day of sch jiu hao remedial le. ): While Baby has CCA. Was chatting wif him last night until 1am. Im sorry tat i make you wake up late. :\

Woke up at 720, rush to prepare for sch. Wasnt late, laughs. Den assembly, blahblahblah. Aft assembly went to find Mrs Loh wif Bestie they all. Den walked back to class slowly. First period was Maths, thanks to Principal & Mrs Terrence. Maths left abt less den 30 mins when we walked back to class. Laughs. Aft tat, POA, kinda okok. Cut paper only, laughs. Den recess, didnt went to recess but slacked inside the toliet for kinda very long. LOL. Blahblahblah. Aft tat, walked to Mother Tongue room. Mrs Yeo say tat chinese at AVA2, kinda very happy. Cos can skip abt of homeworks & thingy. :x Was laughing like mad during chinese lesson, perhaps im overhyper or something. LOL. :\ Aft tat, CEP. Bored die. Listening to Mr Lim saying abt the EMB3, and promoting to Sec 3NA to Sec4NA & Sec4NA to Sec5NA. Blahblahblah. Aft tat, have commontest. English summary, kinda blur at the first place when im doing it, idk why. LOL. Jus feel damn sleepy. Aft tat, do finish when to sleep. Cos left abt 10 mins. Lunch, jus anyhow ate something den went for Maths remedial tgt wif Gwen. The lesson was bored, yea. Cos teacher give MYE paper tat we had done last term, den lazy to do. :\ Lose my calculator, during MYE exam tat time. Still havent tell my parents. :\ Dunno how to tell them, and i cfm will be kinda scolded by them. Cos calculator is important. LOL.

Aft tat, went to tehan's 7eleven wif Sufiqa, Amelina, Danish & Yacob. Bought milk coffee, (Y) Den home sweet home.

Feeling kinda bored nw. Plan to do a quiz, quiz taken from Jiayi's blog. Laughs.

1) What's your phone brand?

Samsung, (Y)

2) What are the last 3 digits in your cell phone number?
565.

3) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
I miss you too. Ps baby, i still at cca. So late le.
From: You-know-who.

4) Who's the first person under M?
Mama. (L)

5) Who's the last person you rang?
Grandmother, LOL.

6) Who was your last missed call from?
Jolyn. :x

7) Who's the 2nd person under D?
Danial.

8) What does the last message in your inbox say?
A 840letters veryveryvery long message from You-know-who.

9) Who is the second last person under j?
Junyuan.

10) Go to your sent items. What does the 10th message say?
Textbook at locker. :x Tmr have commontest, english. Heard so.
To: Gwen

11) Who's the 4th person under S?
Serene, Neighbour.

12) Who's your network provider?
M1, But have cancelled away my internet. :\

13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
139.

14) What do you have as your background?
My foto in black & white. Laughs.

15) Who is the second person under R?
Rosma!

16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
-

17) If you're on prepaid, how much credit do you have left?
-

18) Who's the last person under C?
Chunni.

19) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
Full bar. (L)

20) What do you have as your main ringtone?
Still - A.N.JELL <3

End of quiz.

Going off to bath soon. To refresh myself. Laughs. Omg, tmr have cca. ): Nevermind, nw jiayous for GOH den aft GOH den will feel tat our hard work didnt paid off le. Cos i believe tat we will sucess de !

2010-06-27T00:28:00.007+08:00

Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life.

It has been 4 days tat i didnt update my blog le. ;eeks Is waiting for someone to bath finish so decided to blog. (Y)

Fri,
Went back to sch for CCA, the rain is really damn big can. My shoes & socks were all wet lorh. :@ Den aft tat do marching, i was like kinda unhappy for tat day. Idk why, maybe cos i somehow feel unhappy abt GG barh. Laughs. Den aft abt 4 rounds of marching, which abt 20 - 30 mins. Went to classroom to do the scribe badge test. Blahblahblah. Aft tat, den choose out our own patrol second, i chose Jingwen. (Y) Cos dunno who to choose. Laughs. And Yuanshan is the best but i didnt choose her. Cos she still have chance next year for a position of exco or PL de. Aft tat, went to Jurong lib to lend books wif bestie they all.

Aft tat, walked to IMM and ate pepperlunch as our breakfast & lunch. Saw abt 8 of our sec 2 guides oso have lunch inside. We go in, they come out. Laughs. IMM was really alot of ppl lorh. Thanks to BEAST, cos they coming to IMM. Aft tat, den all of us went home.

There is a very long q behind if you can see it. :D

Sat/Today,
Woke up around 9plus. Den texted baby. Aft tat, prepare myself. Den went online for facebook for awhile aft tat went to MRT station to wait for Baby. Aft tat, train-ed to Orchard cos Baby went to collect his fone. Den saw his mother, his mother went to there oso to help him fix his lappy. Den Baby went to hide, cos he dun want his mother to see him. Laughs. Aft tat, train-ed to Plaza sing. Den went to eat breakfast & lunch at long john sliver. Aft tat, went to cube to play for 3 hours. Saw kengwee, wencang, weihao & leslie at cube. All of them playing maple. Laughs. While playing until half, saw Zendrick. Sigh. Den aft tat, saw professor. He ask me whether i know who is ~iWanPehHoon or his past ign anot. Den i kinda say yes. Aft tat, time out den went to vivo to watch movie tgt wif Baby. Actually wanted to watch The Karate Kid de. But the counter person say dun have two seats de, only single seat. So decided not to watch it, watched Knight & Day. Kinda romance movie lai de. HAHA. Very enjoy the movie. :D Aft tat, went to pei Baby to eat dinner at Superdog den took train home. Gave him my present, den went to find my parents.

4 More Days ! :D

Thanks for everything tat you have done for me,
And ur treat of the movie. ^^ Next time i treat you k. <3
I really damn enjoy today tgt wif you lorh. (L)
Dun forget, i kissed ur cheeks. :B
I love you, my dearest babyboy-teddybear luv. (Y)

2010-06-22T17:57:00.001+08:00

Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness.

Happy 3rd Month Anniversary ! (L)

Even though, sometimes we quarrel. But our memories are sweet & fun. Im loving you until forever, no matter wad happens, i will forever be at ur side de. <3

Ytd baby called me at night. Hehe. Chatted wif him until abt 12plus. Was chatting wif him abt some stuffs. I feel very happy chatting wif him on fone. Blahblahblah. Den aft tat, he fall asleep. Laughs.

Woke up at 7 today. @@ Prepare den on facebook for awhile den went to sch. CCA had PhysicalTraining today. Den run around the whole sch, fcuking tired. x.x Aft tat, den marching. March until headache and den still have monster eating my stomach. ): Damn hungry lorh. Aft tat, den went to classroom to do the scribe badge thingy, read down notes & chatting wif my patrol's junior. Cos i wanted to bond wif them lots. Sang TAPS den end of cca. Blahblahblah. Took bus to Jurong interchange tgt wif Jiayi & Gwen. Chatting on the bus, aft tat Jiayi went home while me & Gwen went to Imm to eat our lunch. Went to eat Grilled Cajun Chicken at LJS den aft tat went to buy crispy chicken den went home.

Im going to go work tmr. Weeeeee ~

How i wish you are beside me nw.
I will hug you damn tightly and dun let you go de.
Every min every sec im thinking abt you.
I love you lots.
I believe tat i can be wif you until forever. ;shy

2010-06-21T22:58:00.008+08:00

I love you not only for what you are, But for what I am when I'm with you.

Woke up at 10plus today. Den slack for awhile. Den use com from 2pm until nw. Watched Hi, My Sweetheart, cried cos very touched. Laughs. Den on facebook, slack until nw.

In love wif Show Luo's song, Ai Bu Dan Xing / Love Doesn't Come Alone.

Lyrics In English :
Unable to find wad people call a heart's loneliness.
Unable to find wad people understand as the torment of being afraid of the dark.
Many are like me, living life alone.

Chorus 1 :
Love is just some simple strokes,
But more complicated than believed,
Hate stabilizing the changing love.
I've loved a few people,
And was also loved a few times,
But unable to keep happiness.
Love, cant it be counted ?
Why do i still believe it isn't a loner ?
Im waiting for someone waiting for my eternity,
To tell me that love comes alone,
Not to be afraid.

Cant use up all this flooding liberty.
Now afraid that loneliness is a curse.
Admiring me,
A person tat flies,
That after dark,
I'd rather return to the stocks and chains of love.

Repeat chorus 1 twice.

Im waiting for someone waiting for my eternity,

To tell me love doesn't come alone,
Believe in it.

Lyrics may not be the same.
Pink in colour lyrics means wad i want to tell you.

Went to fetch my mother from work. Jus reached home. Was called short cos my mother ask me to off the lights, but the button was so high. Den jump alot of times but fail to off it. ):

Off to bed, tmr have to go back sch for cca. ): I dun want go cca, wtfh. I suddenly feel very sian abt cca. LOL.

Weeeeeeeee ~ Less den 2 more hours. Yay !

2010-06-20T23:32:00.002+08:00

Love cannot endure indifference. It needs to be wanted. Like a lamp, it needs to be fed out of the oil of another's heart, or its flame burns low.

Happy Father's Day !

Seriously sometimes I really feel damn lazy to update my blog lorh. :\

Fri,
Went out wif Jolyn to Bugis/Iluma. (Y) I found out tat everytime when i go out wif her, im always late. LOL. Woke up at around 10plus, den text-ed Baby, Darren daddy & Jolyn. Bathed den use com until 12. Walked to Mrt station, saw Jiayi, Ellie, Stella & Nina on the way. Laughs. Den train-ed to Bugis, came Jolyn den went to Iluma to play for 2 hours. Someone didnt notice me lorh. ): But nevermind its okay. Aft tat, went to Mos burger to eat lunch. Den Baby come along oso. The most funny thing is we stare at Jolyn when she eating. She damn shy can. Laughs. Aft tat, den train-ed to cube. Saw Sherrise. <3 Den aft tat, slack for awhile den on com for 1 hour. Aft tat, den Jolyn went home. Den saw WoShiJiaYing, JolynK, Cyrus, Breena & other ppl outside. Den at there chat, aft tat around 7.30 went home tgt wif Baby. Thanks him for pei-ing me take green line home aft tat he still have to take red line home. :\

Sat,
As usual, Sat cube. Woke up at around 12 ?! Den text-ed Darren daddy. Den around 2, train-ed to cube. Cos house have ppl crazy. x.x Blahblahblah. Saw kengwee, leslie & wencang ! So shock to see him at cube lorh. They go cube always bo jio me de. :@ Den aft tat on com for 1 hour tgt wif Sam & Grace. <: Aft tat, cabbed to parklane. Thanks sora darling for the treat ! <3 Den walked to volcano wif Sam & Sora to find Kenny. Den went to Evo to find -POKEME. Outside the evo damn haunted can. ): Only Sora & Sam know the reason why. Laughs. Aft tat, ate mac wif Kenny, Sora & Sam. Den walked back to cube. When reached cube saw Jianlong the birthday boy, laughs. I smiled to him. <: Cos too many chiobus wif him le. Laughs. Saw Karin, -LAONAINAI, Poh, Sherrise, Cheryl, AhTing, Janelle, Staizel & still have dunno wad unknown ppl in total. Blahblahblah. Went to eat chicken rice wif Poh, Sherrise, AhTing & Cheryl. Den aft tat, on com tgt wif Sherrise &a Poh. Aft tat, Boomzxc/ Sean texted me. He say he want come find me. Aft tat, den i treat him very coldly, idk why. I feel damn sorry to him can. Try to text him an apologize msg. But he didnt reply, he must he damn mad at me barh. :\ Aft tat den train-ed to Jurong, went to fetch my mother tgt wif daddy. Den went home.

Today,
Alarm rang from 7.30 den i sleep until 8.35 den wake up. Rushed to prepare den leave home at 8.55, was on time for work ! Laughs. Den blahblahblah. 3pm ended work den went home to sleep. Cos veryvery blur aft i end work. LOL. I have been hearing abt U-Kiss from the morning when i went work until the Sheng Siong show ended. Laughs.

Currently texting wif Baby & Kwoktung. <:

I love when you smile to me, The way you smile is really damn cute to me. :)

I really wish tat someone can be beside me nw.
Den i will tell tat person how much i miss him & love him.
Even though, we have been tgt for not tat long.
But i can feel tat our love is like very strong.
I really love him lots, and its very impossible if i had to let go of this love.
Hold me tightly, and dun let me go.

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

2010-06-17T15:51:00.000+08:00

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

Changed blogskin. Hehe.

Tues,
Went to sentosa for outing wif friends. Met liwen, gwen & jiayi. Aft tat, waited for xiuzhen like abt 987654321 years. And called her abt alot of times, she didnt ans. Aft tat, wait until bu shuang le. Take bus 193 to her house. Den knocked at other ppl's unit. LOL! We went to knock 11st floor unit's door, instead of 13rd floor unit. Lucky tat, no one come out. If not cfm kinda complain de. :\

Aft tat, went to JurongPoint's Pizza hut for breakfast & lunch. :D Den went to fairprice extra to buy food and drinks. Den headed to Sentosa ! It was fun, and alot of things happen. HAHA.

Jus going to post some fotos only :

Randomly Pick Out De. More at Facebook. Tyvm.

Ytd,
Woke up at around 12, den texted baby. While washing clothes & watching teevee. Baby say he going orchard, decided to tag along. Den aft tat, he say meet me at cube. I was like okay. Den rushed to bath, aft tat went to find my mother to get money from her. Den train-ed to cube, i was like when im taking purple line tat time, den text Baby say tat I jus board the train. He thought i was on the green line. HAHA. Cute die him. He thought why i so fast reach lorh. :B Saw Belle, Michelle, Poh, JolynK, Shamin, Andrea, Moka, Huimin, Whiten, Joshua & alot of ppl. Dun rmb all. :X Aft tat, on com for 2 hours. Den aft time out, train-ed to orchard tgt wif Baby to go service his fone. Den went to mac to eat lunch. Aft tat, train-ed back to cube. On com for 1 hour, treated Baby. Aft tat den send him home, den went to find Sherrise.

In the train, I was like damn naughty lorh. HAHA. Almost fall for 2 times, den put my hand on the train door. Den the door open. LOL! Kena scolded by Baby. But i know he care abt me larh, tats why he scold me. Aft tat, went to find Sherrise, den walked to Imm tgt wif her.
Aft tat, she dunno wad to eat for her dinner. She like kinda choosing. Aft tat, she decided to go burger king. Den pei her go eat. Aft tat, went to popular to take a walk. Den went to mini toons to play for awhile, den went to comics connection. Aft tat, went to shop around Best, den went to mac to eat ice cream. AFt tat, den pei Sherrise walk until PAP there de bus stop. And chat until the bus come. Aft tat, rushed back home. By the time i reach home, its abt 1050 ?! But it is still a fun day. :D

Going off to bath soon. Den wait for parents to come back, den go Jurong point ! :D Im kinda moody nw. I dunno why. x.x I heard tat FAM points kena hacked i was like very worry. I dunno wad i can do to help. Cos i dun have com to play audi. x.x Sigh. Im really like scolding myself why did i make the com spoil in the first place.

2010-06-02T11:59:00.000+08:00

It belongs to you always. <:

At last im willing to update my blog. Hehe. <: Updating abt last week & this week thingy.

Last Mon, Tues, Wed & Thurs,
Was kinda busy wif carnival thingy. We manage to get the best booth award. Hehe. Mrs Loh is very proud of us. And she say tat she want to bring the 5 of us out. Hehe. <3

Foto taken :

Jiayi & Stella.

Alot of pineapples right. :B

Trolley full of pineapple & ingredient.

A hole in the middle part of the pineapples aka BALD !

I know you are hungry cos the pudding looks very delicious right.

Gwen, HAHA.

Sat,
Went back to sch alone to get back my report book. It is like Meet The Student Session for me. Cos my parents not free to go for the Meet The Parents Session. Aft tat in the evening went to cousin's wedding & a lot of things happen. Haha. Dun say abt sad things. Grats to them, i oso want a GRANDGRAND wedding lorh. Hehe. :D Aft the wedding, walked home tgt wif parents. They tmm-ing lorh, make me so jealous. ><

Foto taken :

My mother & me. I looks so buang & fat can.

Parents tmm-ing, -Jealous.

Mon,
Went to Girl Guide HQ early in the morning for FOOTDRILL test/badge. I think totally screw up for me, yea. Meet JiaYi, YuenPing & XiuZhen den walk tgt wif them. Aft the test, den went home while Jiayi they all went to eat breakfast. Reached home, mum tell me tat my greatgrandmother died. Kinda upset. :\ Aft tat, bathed den train-ed to cube to find Baby. <: Was kinda angry wif somethings. Den went home aft tat went to visit my greatgrandmother's funeral. At around 10 went home.

Ytd,
Woke up at around 750. Den went to prepare to sch, cos have cca. Met XiuZhen & LiWen at interchange den went to take bus tgt to go sch. Was late for cca, in the end kena punish, ran 3 rounds around the parade square. ): Aft tat tat, went to do Dental Health Badge. <: Den marching until 12plus. Den went out as a whole company tgt to go teban to eat lunch. Aft tat, came back to sch den patrol marching, play games. At around 5 went home. <:

Lastly,
I hate ppl who think of themselves and didnt care abt other ppl's feeling. ):

Going to Sam & Sora's chalet ltr until tmr. <3 Hehe. Cfm will take a lot of foto de.

Because i love you. So i smiled. <:

2010-05-25T21:54:00.000+08:00

Im a loser. <:

Hi, Im a veryveryvery LOUSY & STUPID person. :D

Once again, millions of uncountable tears drop. A lot of things happened today, Im not planning to tell anyone or wad. Cos I jus want to keep it from myself. Perhaps only someone know, but she only know half of it.

Im very happy today. Cos tmr will be YES! Carnival, yay ! Prepared a lot of stuffs, like PINEAPPLE JAM, MANGO & STRAWBERRY PUDDING & AGARAGAR ! All is very delicious de food lorh. Everyone confirm will buy from us de ! :D Hope tmr will be a good day. HAHA !

And MY HOLIDAY HAS STARTED ! :D No need to see Mrs Ang for Maths lesson le ! Dun need to study, study & study le.

I hope tat person will go support me tmr. <:

Everyone has changed, sigh.

2010-05-23T01:35:00.000+08:00

Happy 2nd Month ! I Miss You, Hehe. This Image Was Chosen Because The Girl Is Cute. :B

Friday,
Woke up as usual & reach sch as usual. Haha. Wasnt late at all. Hehe. Lesson as usual.

First period was Combine humanities, teacher didnt come. So all my class ppl were like slacking ? I went to play Fatin's iTouch. Hehe. :B Play Taptap & Ninja game. Den second period was chemistry, teacher continue teaching abt the double dot & cross diagram. So do & do & do. Aft tat is chinese, cos Nina didnt come sch, Gwen go overseas & Ellie went for girl guide thing. So went to sit wif Jiayi, slacking & talking. Den text Nina oso. Lucky teacher never see. Haha. Aft tat, recess went to taf. Maths lesson was like listening & writing notes until fall asleep. LOL. :\ I wait until left 10 mins den sleep de. When wake up, jus nice lesson end. LOL. Den continue to sleep until Ellie & Jiayi come find me. Went to canteen, cos today is dunno wad greenwave day. Den cant eat, so was like a little angry. Cos the juniors went to eat. Den they say they dunno tat guide blog wrote tat cant eat lunch today. LOL. x.x

Den wait until 1.30 den CCA. Fall in den went to canteen to eat tuna sandwich, hehe. Take foto tgt wif my patrol member and help other patrol to take foto. Den aft tat went to march. Den halfway, Mrs Loh called us. Den went to discuss carnival thingy. Aft tat, went to march until. Den have sec 3 somehow de talk, den exco said out PL de new patrol. I was chosen to Dove, and i have to leave Mynah. Yea, kinda upset. ): Aft tat write reflection den sing taps den went home. Took bus home tgt wif Stella. Reach home, bath den went to Imm wif parents. Kinda some things has happen, sigh. Dun want to say. Went home at around 9plus, reach home, wash clothes & text untill fall asleep.

To All My Dearest Patrol Member @ Mynah :
I think maybe i will not be ur patrol leader anymore le barh. But i still hope you all can continue to bond tgt and get tgt as a patrol. Even though, I have been ur patrol leader less den 3 times. But you guys are still very respecting me. So do respect ur next patrol leader too, which is Gwen. I will miss you guys lots de. So dun forget me, k. Saw me still must laugh & joke wif me k.

To Alison :
Be a good girl k. Dun care wad ur friends tell you tat girlguide is lousy or wadever shyt. Jus be happy tat you are in guides. We are a sisters & a family. So dun pon cca k. Cos i want you to love guides too. :D

To Carmen :
You are always the best patrol member in my heart tat doesnt mean tat others are lousy. It is jus tat you dun have to let ppl worry abt you too much. You are really very good at everything. Hope you can jiayous for everything you do & the position next year you want to achieve. <:

To Regine :
Even though you are good. But you are jus too shy to talk. You should talk more, if anything you dun like you can say it out. And so do talk more and dun have shy. Haha. :D

To Sec 1 in Mynah :
Do talk more and dun be shy. Cos if you are shy, it is very hard to talk to you guys de. Haha. But dun be too overhyperfriendly. LOL. Even though, we have been a family not too long. But i still enjoy being tgt wif you all. So do enjoying being in guides for ur next 3 - 4 years. :D

Today,
Woke up at 9.30, den replied Baby's msg. Aft tat, went to watch teevee. Slack until 11plus, den went to bath & wash clothes. Aft tat, use com for awhile den texted wif Baby. Actually he want to come fetch me de. But his dad said he want to send him to cube. Den i alone train-ed to cube. Sigh. Reached there around 2plus ? Den saw Innocence, Pim, Jiayi, Whiten & Ahheng. Say Hi to them. And hugged some ppl. Walk around cube, den saw a guy who i-know-who. Den texted Baby see whr him. Cos dunno whr he go. Aft he come den saw sam & kenny. Den blahblahblah. Den today is Dieheart's brithday so sam, kenny they all wanted to celebrate for her. Den was like slacking at cube de VIP there. Aft tat, cos too bored den walk around wif Baby. Saw tat i-know-who again, actually want to say Hi to him de. But he give me a very cb face, make me dun feel like saying Hi to him. I think he doesnt need to me to say Hi to him barh. x.x Aft tat, Rhythm having lp while Dieheart has already come. But she dun care jus continue to lp. Den aft tat, bought 3 hours tgt wif Baby. Den continue to play & play & play. Aft ppl came to give us, a piece of the birthday cake & ITS CHOCOLATE ! Wtfhzxc. I dun eat chocolate de. x.x Den played for abt 1 hours. Den went to eat lunch tgt wif baby. Actually wanted to throw away the cake, but Jianlong suddenly say i waste food. -_- Den forced myself to eat up the chocolate cake. LOL. Cos i dun eat chocolate de. x.x

Went to eat Mos burger tgt wif baby, hehe. Den aft tat, went back to cube to continue to play. Den something happen, blahblahblah. And im somehow no mood yea. Den aft tat cos time out le, den train-ed bugis to find Sam they all. Aft tat, Pim went home. Den we saw Ahfat ! Haha. Kinda shock to see him there. Den went to shop around den went to mac, sam & her ghey went to buy coke & fries. Aft tat, went to iluma to slack. Went to 7th floor, den sit at a corner. Saw whiten, kenny & SYM ppl ( Cos they having outing there ). Aft tat, played truth or dare. Den blahblahblah. At around 8.45pm, walked tgt wif baby until mrt station den train-ed red line home tgt wif him. End of the day.

To tat person who I think he really damn hate me nw :
Fyi, the problem why we break is because of you. Not me. You are the one who didnt text me for a week. Den aft tat, the first message you send me was a slient break up message. You are the one tat make my tears really drop. Aft breaking my heart, the next day you suddenly text me say tat im jus dreaming & you are jus joking. How can i take it when you had broke my heart & you say tat you are jus joking ?! If it is you, ur boyf/girlf suddenly didnt text you for a week, den the first message is a slient break up. COULD YOU TAKE IT ? Please larh, nobody can take it de k. I dunno whether will you see this post anot. But i still want to tell you this. It should not be you hating me, but its me hating you. So dun give me a stupid attitude when you see me next time. Thanks.

Will post foto tat is taken during guides soon. Perhaps tmr barh. <: Off to bed !

2010-05-20T23:06:00.000+08:00

I Will Be Urs, Until The Day I No Longer Living In This World. <:

Tuesday,
Woke up at usual time. Reach sch on time, den assembly was abt Dr. Goh ? And sam, nina, wc & kw's public apology. Den went to class at 8plus, Combine humanities is kinda okok larh, cos took back results. Den have PE, kinda fun but always playing the same game which is handball. x.x Den chinese, teacher didnt come, so went to library to slack. Hehe. Recess, ate not much larh. Den aft tat is POA for 2 hours. x.x Was sleeping all the way. LOL ! Teacher need to call me for the second time den i wake up and do correction. Bad girl right ? :x Den aft tat, have lunch & slack den went for CCA. CCA was doing banner for green wave until abt 5. Den whole company march, den group march. Was kinda boring. :\ Cos sec 1 dunno how to march, den the group marching is mixed wif sec 1 & 3. Den they dunno, make us have to redo, redo & redo. Why they cant put sec 1 tgt, den teach them how to march. Den let the rest of us who know how to march go march. Aft tat, dismiss at 6. x.x Really very late, sigh. Den went to buy container for carnival, wif Ellie, Jiayi & Stella. Aft tat, ate dinner den went home.

Wednesday,
Woke up as usual, rush to sch & was on time. Hehe. :D First period, combine humaities. Teacher teaching topic abt Social Studies. x.x But time pass very fast, hehe. Den POA lesson, was doing assignment, kinda alittle blur. :\ Den english, get back paper 2 & doing correction. Recess time, went to take height & weight at hall. Dunno the weight machine got spoil anot, but my weight is 57.5kg. :DD Very happy, hehe.

Den ellie, jiayi & stella was telling me wad Mr Koh say during their physic lesson. Coke, is VERYVERY fat. French Fries, is SUPERSUPER fat. Den if want to drink coke, buy 2 mc chicken better. Cos it will be not tat fat ! :D And Macdonald is a fastfood restaurant, is will make ppl gain weight & be fat !

Aft tat is Maths lesson, was slacking all the way. Playing wif Saiwan. HAHA. Den assembly, is talk abt alot of thing. x.x Abt online safety. LOL. Aft tat, went back to class for CEP, Mr Lim called all the person who didnt pass up the forms, den they went out of the class to do 300 words reflection i think so. Mr Lim oso go out, see them do. Den ppl who pass up, was slacking inside the class. Hehe. Den i was playing wif Fatin's iTouch in the class. Mr Lim didnt saw, and only ppl who sit near me saw me playing. Hehe ! Den time pass very fast. Aft tat, went to find Jiayi & Ellie. Walked to canteen, den Ellie & her sister wait for their father to take them to airport. While me & jiayi ate in sch, den take bus home. Went to Imm to buy some straws den went home. Den at night my nephews come to my house. They so cute lorh.

Foto taken :

Younger Brother. <:

Elder Brother. <:

More In Facebook. <:

Today,
Woke up at 6.56 which is super late ! Was rushing to sch & walked to library there to take bus. Saw fatin, she oso wake up late. LOL. Den texted Yanling & Darren. Reach sch on time, den stand at the corridor outside Home economic's room. Cos was raining. Den went back to class tgt wif Fatin, saw Kumar, he say I walk until very slow like laoahma. ): Den i say, you reach ur floor le leh. I still have one more storey to go. Aft tat, chinese lesson. Thank for ellie & jiayi waiting for me. Hehe. :D Den slacking for the whole chinese lesson. LOL. :\ Den english lesson, do corrections again. x.x And check marks. Aft tat, chemistry. Teacher teaching the double dot & cross diagram for the electrons ? Recess kinda okok, went to find Mrs Loh, to take SANA badge & cert. Aft tat, went to library to slack. Den went to canteen to buy bread & drink, den went back to class. CEP, Mr Nathan didnt come again. Was playing around wif Saiwan, Fatin, Cheryl & Ritchell. Den maths lesson, the whole lesson i seriously dunno wad im doing ! LOL. I was like counting my MYE marks over 600. Haha. But still pass, hehe. Aft tat is physic, kinda concentrate. Aft learning the notes, den teacher let us play. Den was playing wif saiwan. Den we hit one another until both hand red. LOL. AFt tat, went to Jiayi & Ellie's class. Den went to eat lunch tgt, aft tat saw Stella, she say she going to pon Sexually Education Programme. x.x Sigh. Den at 2.55 went to tat lesson. Was like damn fun ? LOL. And the person who is talking oso very funny. Haha. Den saw alot of videos & fotos. Some is very bian tai de. Den Ellie at there, cover her eyes here & there. The talk end at 4plus, den take bus home tgt wif Ellie, Jiayi & Karthika. Have a very good day today. :D

Sigh, tmr is going to have CCA. x.x Until 6 somemore, roar. But left 2 more days. <3 Hehe. :D Manage to control my emotions nwadays. Before someone take me for counselling. But someone who I know, she like having depression like tat. x.x I think her emotions are getting more worse & worse. Wad to do to help her ? Pull her to see counsellor ? But i think if i pull her go, ltr she cfm cry one. She damn scare to see her lorh. x.x Tell me wad to do to help her !

2010-05-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

Seeing this, I become more happy le. <:

So yea, something happen ytd. Kinda upset & cried. But aft tat, i think positive le. Decided to be happy not sad, cos relationship doesnt last, but friendship do last long. Hehe. :D And continue to do the thing tat should be continue even though it has ended. Once again, we followed the plan tat we has planned when we are tgt. Back again to the first place, his my brother & im his sister. Texted Yanling until 12plus, den fall asleep le. :\

Woke up at 7plus today, kinda late. Cos raining den the wind blow damn cold lorh. Hehe. Den prepare & off to sch. Reached sch on time. Hehe. Even though the traffic is kinda jam, thanks to the rain. Reached sch, assembly. Assembly is abt a very sad story. A guy in our sch had died last thurs. His story was very touched. Cried alittle. :\ Den teachers & students went up to the stage there to share thier thoughts. Mrs Loh tok until damn touched. :\ Aft tat, Mr Rafeek called some names. And my name is inside too. x.x When to find him, aft tat went back to class.

POA -> English -> Recess -> Maths -> Physic -> CommonTest -> Detention

POA is kinda okok. Got back my results. Got 79%, sigh. Lousy die. ): Aft tat, english. Continue to watch the video tat havent finish. Recess, slack inside class tgt wif Sufiqa & Yuxin. Eat almond, thanks to sufiqa ! <3 Maths lesson is kinda okok. Cos have Ms Koh/Mrs Chin, but in the end i fell asleep. :x Den physic slacking all the way. LOL. :\ Aft tat common test, Mrs Lau come in. Den slacking all the way, and playing wif Fatin's iTouch. :B Den aft tat, went to canteen. Saw Stella, Jiayi, Ellie, Nina, Samuel, Glenn & Kianhong, they all going to Jurong point, sigh. Only left me in sch. ): Cos need to go for detention. x.x Aft tat, went to detention. Wrote 2 compo, 500 words. x.x But was the first one to leave, hehe. Teacher say tat if I late again she will ask me to write compo, 1000 words until 6pm. LOLOL. Aft tat, take bus home. Texted wif Yanling & Brother. Hehe.

Was toking wif Ellie jus nw on fone. She told me alot of stuffs. Den she oso said tat when i tgt wif him, I didnt be tat emotional le. She asked me whether im okay anot, but im already very fine nw. Cos even break le, oso still can be friends de mah. Im trying to think positive in my thoughts nw le. Quitting my emotional. <:

Tmr CCA is going to start. Omg ! -Yawns. Hope tmr's cca will not be too boring barh. x.x

2010-05-16T16:19:00.000+08:00

Hi, Im giving you my heart. <:

Went out wif Kengwee, Wencang & co ytd. HAHA ! To celebrate Kengwee's birthday. :D
Woke up at 8am plus ytd. Seriously, im very tired. But i cant sleep. ): So woke up, watch teevee, wash clothes & blahblahblah to make time pass faster. 11, went to meet Kengwee & Wencang. Train-ed to city hall & went to mac to buy $1 coke & walked to Suntec. Kengwee showed me & Wencang, a lot list of names tat ppl he is going to invite. But only 6 come. LOL. :\ When reach, went to their fav place to play. Which is MaxTune. x.x I at there watch until going to die. LOL ! Aft tat, Weihao come. And went to dunno wad shop, saw domo. <3 And Kengwee at there, watch the naruto rings until very long. Den decided to buy 2, but the rings are too big for him. LOL. Aft tat, went to mummum lunch and went to mac again to buy $1 coke. Den walked to irc. Play at there for 3hours. Play until half, Leslie came. Played wif us. Aft tat, saw Lengkiat(?). LOL. :\ Stm his name liao. All the guys are playing not Counter strike den is L4D2. But like Kengwee, Leslie, Lengkiat(?), Wencang have play audi. While me is play like audi only. Aft tat, Kengwee, Weihao & Wencang wanted to go Boon lay there play pool. Den walked to city hall mrt, den Wencang found out tat he lose his wallet. Den when we walked back, he at there kpkb-ing. LOL. Walked back to irc. Den he went to find, using his phone camera. Using video wif flash. Den he went to us the counter den the counter ppl have kept his wallet. Cos have alot of kids inside irc. Den walked out to irc, Wencang jiu nothing to say le. They train-ed to Boon lay to play pool, while I train-ed to Cube.

Went to cube saw Whiten & he say to Sam tat the fish come liao. LOLOL ! Den went in to cube, saw kinda a lot of ppl. Chatted outside wif a lot of ppl.
Total People Tat I Saw Are : Whiten, Sam, Sam's Audi Cpl, Pim, Pim's friend, ~Inncoence~, AhHeng, Clara, Jianlong, Ahtiing & alot of ppl. Hehe.
While chatting outside, ~Innocence~ ask me a qns. Yea, not planning to post it. <: Aft tat, at there slack for awhile. Den heard tat cube upstair got police. Caught abt 50 ppl. Aft tat, dad call & went back home tgt wif Jianlong. Had a good chat tgt wif him in the train. Chat abt his cpl, chat abt my cpl. Den blahblahblah.

Today, woke up at 9plus. Watched doreamon den went to Imm to eat mac, tgt wif my parents. Kinda okok, when I was walked to Imm wif my parents. Aft tat, when was buying food, waiting for the food. My mother give me a very sux attitude. :\ Dunno how to explain. Aft tat, sat down & ate my breakfast. I ate hotcakes wif sauages, sauages muffin wif egg, hashbrown & a milo ice milo. My mother say i very pro. LOL. And tat's why i gain weight. ._. Aft tat, went to shop. And went to giant to buy some stuffs. The q was like really very long. LOL. Aft tat, went to buy things. While mum went to see cds. Went to mac to buy oreo mcflurry when going home. Saw Benjamin, he say tat dun eat too much oreo mcflurry ltr become so fat. Den i say tat i not like him, drink milkshake den he got nothing to say liao. :B Aft, Dad told me tat Mum say tat Benjamin is my boyf, i was like damn shock and wtfhzxc. Walked home, reach home. Saw aunt & cousin, they came to give us wedding invitation. Den aft tat Great granduncle come tgt wif his family for awhile den they went home.

Viewing my facebook nw, saw wad she posted at his wall. I really dun understand wad she mean. I want to know, but i dun dare to comment. Cos wad she posted is abt me.

2010-05-14T23:11:00.002+08:00

Listen to my heartbeats, its beating fast cos i have you. <:

Today should be a lot of fun day ! Although something has happen.

Woke up at 6.40, rush to sch as usual. Reach sch on time. :D Assembly was kinda boring. :\ Cos NPCC day den here blahblahblah there blahblahblah. Aft tat, still have talk abt Bullying by Mr. Nathan. x.x Aft tat went to meet Mr Lim, for some forms den went back to class. Lesson as usual. x.x

Combined Humanities -> Chemisty -> Chinese -> Recess -> Maths

Get back combined humanities marks le. F9, i fail, as usual. x.x Chemistry is kinda okok, get back paper 2 de results, F9 again. -_- Checked & do corrections. Aft tat is chinese, had oral & do chinese paper 2 corrections. And teacher tell us the marks for our oral. Recess is okok larh, ate something. Eating food makes me happy. LOL ! Maths is really damn cmi, x.x Jiahong, Zherong, Steve, ZhengXiang, they skipped it. I think so. And Mr Lim was kinda angry wif them. x.x

Aft sch, went to eat lunch in canteen den went to fairprice to buy ingredients for making jelly for Yes! Carnival. Was waiting for Ellie at popular for abt 45 mins ? In the end, they come to my house. Seriously, im damn happy tat they come to my house. Cos everytime when i go home, the house was really damn alone. x.x Wad im doing is jus facing the 4 walls. Did agaragar & mango pudding. First try of agaragar fail, second time pass. :D Mango pudding first time was really damn sucessful.

Fotos taken :

Aft tat, Jiayi went to lakeside to find her mother. While Gwen & Stella planning out the price to sell it. Aft tat, Stella went to boon lay shopping centre to find the container, den go home. Gwen went home to pack her stuffs, she is going to fly tmr ! Haha.

Kinda upset nw, i really dunno why im so emotional. x.x Cpl help solo tag hearts should be a happy thing wad. Why am I upset when he tell me he is solo tagging hearts. I really dunno wad im thinking abt. x.x But i think being a cpl, should tag hearts tgt mah. If not will make the another half tired. I really damn hate myself for making spoil my com, if not i will be tagging hearts wif him nw. Im a lousy girlf, yes i am. Suddenly, millions of thoughts are in my mind nw. x.x I hate myself. x.x FAILURE, tat's wad i am should be.

Nevermind, i should be happy & sleep earlier. Tmr going out wif Kengwee & co, should be. Go celebrate his birthday. HAHA. I wonder who will go tmr. LOL. Because of him, i decided not to go cube tmr.

Once again, tears drops.

2010-05-13T21:05:00.001+08:00

Love Is A Qns Mark & Ans Have To Find It By Ur Own Self. <:

Happy Birthday To KengWee ! :D

Firstly, have to thank you for letting me to know you. (LOL, I dunno wad im typing. :\) Secondly, thanks for last yr, which is Cube Cube Cube. LOL. Thirdly, I not timid to pierce larh. Cos didnt pierce before mah, so will kena scare de. I think you first time pierce oso like tat de mah. :\ Fourth, Faster find a girlf larh. :B Fifth, See me must say Hi hor. Senior must say Hi to Junior first de mah. :B Lastly, Jiayous for ur 'N' lvl exam & hope you can pass it wif flying colour. Hehe. <:

Woke up as usual, x.x Kinda late always. Den prepare while to interchange. Saw Karthika, Nina & Samuel, so took the same bus as them to sch. I wasnt LATE, but ON TIME. :D Hehe. Assembly halfway, Mr Lim asked me, Flight delay again arh ? Den i say No. LOL.

Chinese -> English -> Chemistry -> Recess -> CEP -> Maths -> Physics

Chinese today is kinda okok larh, get back paper 1 & 2. My paper 2 totally screw up. x.x

I CANT FAIL MY CHINESE OR MY PARENTS WILL KILL

ME !

I dun want. -_-

Aft tat, went back to class for eng, Mr Li let us watch video again. Blahblahblah. Aft tat, is chemistry. Teacher mark Section A only, jus pass. x.x I think I will still fail in the end, because of my Section B & C. Aft she go through Section A, she let us slack. :DDDD Den went to recess, when the bell rang. Kinda eat alot. LOL. Going to gain a lot of fats liao. :\ Aft tat, is CEP. As usual, Mr Nathan didnt come in. Sit wif Fatin & Saiwan. Was playing Fatin's iTouch ! HAHA ! Wanted to steal it from her. :B But sadly, didnt manage. LOL ! Aft tat, Maths. Fug, teacher give out paper 1 & 2. Once again, i FAIL. Should be going back to sch for mastery test during June holiday barh. x.x Aft tat, Physic. x.x Teacher give out paper. And ya, i FAIL. So many subject fail. Aft tat, ended sch quite early. Ate in sch tgt wif Ellie, Gwen & Jiayi. Aft tat, went home tgt.

I think Im a FAILURE.

My parents think tat i will fail & retain. I think will barh. Im giving up on myself liao.

Tmr will be having chinese oral & maybe get back Combine Humanities paper ? If i fail my Chum, i think is can go die liao larh. x.x Sigh. Kinda piss off wif everything nw. No point of regretting nw. Cos MYE has already pass. Wad i had done, has already been marked. I dunno why but im somehow worry aft my MYE has ended. LOL.

I decided to buy a domo for Dylan. Muhahahaha ! Cos i know he want. Cos he is as cute as domo. LOL ! :B

Once again, im in luv wif Lady Gaga. :B Changed facebook name again to : CrystalSmiley Gagazxc. LOL ! By tmr jiu will change hao le barh. <:

Gwen is going to Perth, Thailand, Cambodia & Vietnam le. ): She bu yao me liao. -Sobsob. She is going from this month de 15th until dunno when. But she must come back hor. Dun dump me. ):

To Someone You-Know-Who :
I Miss You, Very Much. ): Wo hao xiang ni ah !

2010-05-12T19:53:00.000+08:00

At Last ! Exam & Nightmares

Are OVERR !

Woke up late today, once again. I guess im really very tired barh. Haha. Rush to sch, and i was early ! But, i FORGET to rmb my tie ! ): Mr Lim wrote down my name, wtfhzxc. Den aft tat, went to hall.

Chemistry today to me is really damn kinda easy !

Cos i got study. :B

POA is kinda okok larh. But i think my qns 2 de account, i got one wrong. ): Upset upset upset.

Aft tat, went to Tradehub tgt wif Ellie, Jiayi, Gwen & Stella ! <3 Hehe. Wanted to eat Sakae Sushi, but the tea time buffet start at 3. Wtfhzxc. Den took bus to Imm. Hehe. Ate pepperlunch, everyone ate chicken pepper rice wif cheese, only stella, ate chicken pepper rice wif egg. LOL ! Saw Nina & Samuel while eating, haha. Aft tat, went to popular to walk. In the end, we walked abt 1 hours. LOL ! Kinda long. Den aft tat went to daiso. Walked for awhile. Den went to see COUPLE RINGS, *Scream* Ellie say if someone buy couple ring for her, she will marry the guy. LOL ! Den i say i buy for Ellie, den i forget wad she say le. LOL. :\ Den i tell her, if someone buy for me. I will love die the person & marry him. :B But must engrave names. :D Aft tat, went home. <:

Lesson will continue as usual tmr, sigh. Wo bu yao ! I want go home early. ): And nw, i wonder when can i get my com back. x.x Ppl are kpkb-ing me again, and so ya. Baibai. <: Kinda bad mood nw. I cant play audi, keep on have ppl texting. Say having chitchat in audi, do go find him. x.x Sighsighsigh.

2010-05-11T16:25:00.000+08:00

Way To Be Happy. <:

Be happy, hehe. <:

Tell yourself this. ^^

Got piss off by my parents ytd. Both of them keep on asking me how had i done for my maths. Den keep on saying tat i fail. Den my father say IF I FAIL, I DUN NEED STUDY LIAO. Kinda upset. Hais. The reason dun need to study cos im a LOUSY DAUGHTER tat will make them very paiseh if i fail and retain next day.

I Know Im STUPID But Do They

Have To Like Tat Say Until They

Really Breaks My Heart ?

Studied physics den when to iron my uniform. Kinda have a thought of iron my hand. I think im really very dumb. Haha ! Den texted Darren daddy until he fell asleep.

Woke up at 6.48 today. Damn late can ?! Wtfhzxc. Den replied msg. Saw karthika in interchange den went to sch today. Was late, sigh. Me & her both late for 4th time. LOL ! Going to be send for detention soon, sigh. Den went straight to hall to have physics exam.

Today's exam is really kinda very easy. LOL !

-Pray, I want to pass science !
Nw left chem & POA exam which is tmr.

EXAM WILL BE ENDING

TMR ! YAY !

Time fly so fast, weeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ And tmr Baby going to start his exam tmr. I end he start, LOL. But his exam end at friday ! Means sat can go out wif him le. <3 Hehe. I have started to prepare for 2nd month's present le. Hehe. :B

This month, idk why im so busy. Cousin's babies 1 month need to go, Cousin wedding need to go. LOL. So many stuff to do. HAHA ! But I so jealous, my cousin give birth babies tat are so cute. LOL !

I Love My Nephews ! C:

I think aft tmr, i will have a good sleep le barh. No more stress, no more nightmares, no more homeworks, no more worries ! :B

And lastly, I LOVE DOMOKUN ! <3

Learning how to draw domo. :3

2010-05-10T18:05:00.001+08:00

o9o510 :
Woke up at early in the morning around 8+ ? Cos have a dream tat is weird. Texted wif Baby &Darren Daddy. Brushed teeth den while went to watch teevee. Wait for parents to wake up. <:

Aft they woke up, went down to have our breakfast. Den aft tat, went home, watch teevee for awhile den kena give my mother scold. Cos my room very messy. x.x Den clean my room, aft tat i start to have flu. I think maybe my room too many dusts le barh. Haha. Den went to bath, den went to my cousin's house to visit my two nephews. :D Her babies are really damn small lorh. Like dolldoll like tat. :x I dun dare to hug them. LOL. But played wif them. Hehe. Aft tat, train-ed to West mall, pei my mama go exchange cd. Cos He's Beautiful 4th disc cant be watch. x.x Aft tat, train-ed to Woodlands, Casueway point. It started to rain, and the rain is super big de lorh. x.x Den went to eat pastamania tgt wif my parents. Aft tat, went to shopping while my father went to go buy his stuffs. Den met him back again, went to find clothes for me to wear. :B Cos cousin going to have wedding soon, tried alot and bought one only. Haha. Aft tat, went to pasar malam. Den train-ed home. Reach home, bath-ed & iron clothes. Den ask baby to call me. Den revise maths & chat wif him until 11+. Den go orhorh liao.

10o510 :
Woke up at 648. Seriously it is super late, LOL. :\ Den faster go prepare, den went to sch. Met fatin in the bus den walk to sch tgt. Not late at all, hehe. But was asked to stand at the parade square for flag-rising. Den walked up to class. Aft tat, revise a little maths for awhile den went down to hall for exam.

Had my Paper 1, i do it damn concentrate. Concentrate until my correction tape fly. LOLOL ! Cos hand slippery. :\ Den aft tat went to canteen to revise maths again. Paper 2, really screw up. I dunno why, i kinda cant concentrate den i really feel like giving up hope on maths le. x.x

Aft tat, pei Jiayi, Ellie & Gwen go class take their dunno wad book. Den Jiayi went to find her mother, Ellie & me take bus 143 tgt wif karthika go home. Aft reach le interchange le, den went to Imm. Wanted to buy mac, but suddenly think of tat i forget to take my mama's thing. So walk back to Central to take it. Den walk to Imm again to buy mac. When leaving, yinghan text-ed me. Den walked back to find him & kwoktung. They so rich seh, eat fish & co. Bo treat me lorh. :\ Den walked back home.

MYE Exam Will Be End In 2 More Days !
*Screams*

Kinda upset nw, saw wad he wrote on fb while chatting wif Gwen on phone. I dunno why, but i feel damn upset & wanted to cry. I think maybe she know tat i wanted to cry. So she hang-ed up the phone. And asked me to think positive. Thanks !

Currently reading stuffs abt shag bands. I dunno tat shag bands are so dangerous nowadays.

Shag bands come in all different colors. If someone snaps or breaks the Shag band then the person who snapped it has to do what the shag band means with the person who is wearing it...

e.g. if I snapped a black band (sex) with my friend I would have to have sex with them:
Basically If you snap a shag band, then you have to shag the person that was wearing it when you snapped it.

NOTE- This is a game and you should Never Ever do anything you don't want to do- Making someone perform a sexual act against their will is ILLEGAL!

There are many different meanings to the colors of Shag bands, but these are the most popular ones:

Yellow - kiss (no tongues)
Black - full on sex
Pink - hickey (love bite)
Orange - hug
Purple - tongues kiss
White - flash
Red - rainbow kiss/lapdance
Blue - oral
Brown - toss the salad ( look it up )
Green - fingering/ blow job
Clear/glittery - w/e the snapper's wants
Gold - guy chooses
Silver - Girl chooses
Glittery/colour - whatever the snapper wants & what the colour means.
e.g. Glittery purple - whatever the snapper wants & tongues kiss x

Black - Sex
Blue - Blow Job
Pink - French kiss
Yellow - Big Hug
Purple - Pucker
Clear - Snappers Choice
Green - Fingering
Turqoise- Flash
Glow in the Dark - Sex Toys
Glitter - Girls Choice
Indigo - Hand Job & Blow Job
Orange - Flash
White - Cuddle Red - lapdance
Silver - all in a row
Multi-coloured - Marridge, sex, and baby

Black- Sex
Blue- Blow job
Pink- Flash tits or penis
Yellow- Hug, Big Hug
Purple- Kiss
Clear- Whatever the snapper wants
Green- Hand job
Brown- Toss my salad
Glow in the dark- SEX TOYS
Any glitter- Girl chooses
Silver(Gray)- OUTDOOR SEX
Light Blue- Anal
Light pink- hug and kiss
Light green- Oral sex
Gold- All of the above and (my fave) tongue in vagina
Orange- virgin
Clear - W/e snapper wants

White - Make Babies
Orange/Purple - Kiss / blow job
Green - Oral/fingering
Blue - Get off/Snogging
Red - Lap dance
Pink - Hickey/Lovebite
Black - Shag/sex
Robin's egg blue - Frenchkiss

Yellow - hug
Pink - hickey
Orange - snog
Purple - kiss a partner of either sex
Red - lap dance
Green - oral sex on a girl
Clear - "whatever the snapper wants"
Blue - oral sex on a guy
Black - "missionary" sex
White - flash
Glittery Yellow - hugging and kissing
Glittery Pink - flash
Glittery Purple - French (open mouth) kiss
Glittery Blue - anal sex
Glittery Green - "69" (mutual oral sex)
Glittery Clear - "feel up" or touch any body part they want
Glittery red- a threesome
Glittery orange - finger a girl
Glittery black - rough sex
Glittery white - strip dance
Glittery clear - give a handjob

Credit By WikiAnswers. <:

2010-05-08T20:35:00.001+08:00

This is for you. <3

This few days busying watching He's beautiful. Hehe. This show is the best show ever. Cos this show is the show tat i drop most tears. HAHA !

I Love Dai Jang Keun-Suk/Hwang Tae-Kyung & Park Shin-Hye/Go Mi-Nyu. <3
BUT I LOVE A.N.JELL MOST ! <3

I Love His Smile. Omgzxc !

o6o510 :
Mostly studying for my combine humanities. Took alot of hours to write finish my SS notes. x.x

o7o510 :
SS Paper is kinda okok. But for History Paper,

I TOTALLY SCREW ITZXC ! ):

Hate dai myself. D:

o8o510 :
I lied, once again. I really damn hate myself to lie. I want to be a honest person, hehe.
Went to cube today. Saw Sam, Sherrise, Whiten, Kenny, Ahheng, Staziel, Grace, Clara, Jianlong, Jiayi, ~GongDaiMe~ & lots of ppl. Reached there at 2.30 den saw Sam & Whiten. Give Sam hughug. :B Den went to find Sherrise, SHE HIDING FROM ME. LOL ! But I can still see her. :B Den buy com for 2 hours. Den alot of things happen. Blahblahblah. Den Sherrise & Sam went to kbox. LOL, they so rich siol. HAHA! Den play com for awhile Staizel call me, she find me. LOL, den say Hi to her. She say she very jealous tat i have cpl ring. Den i tell her go find one & marry. Hehe. Den she say her boyf sleeping like pig nw. LOL. :\ Aft tat, abt 445 went home. Reach home before 6. <:

Pray, hope my mama bring me go shopping tmr. Hehe. I want to buy new clothes, new bags & new shoes. <3 :B Going to create a musicplayer ltr, put all my fav He's beautiful song. <3

I want to go pierce, eeks. Going on tues, perhaps ? Hehe. I want 3rd piercing on my right ear. <3 I want helix & tragus piercing. :B

Helix Piercing

Tragus Piercing

To you :

Baby, wad happen ? Why ur fone tio confiscated ? o.o I miss you damn lots lorh. ): I dunno why, w/o you texting me or calling me. I really feel damn worry & feel like crying. I really love you lots. <3

I Miss My Boyf Damn Lots,

Hope he will see it.

2010-05-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

Th SmileyPill Tat Make Me Smile Everyday

Is You. <3

Went to sch as usual. But woke up @ 653. x.x Super late lorh, because of my laziness to wake up. LOLOL ! :\ Den faster chiong to sch, walked to lib there de bus stop. Reach sch on time, but i was sweating all the way until assembly ended. LOL. Damn hot. x.x

Combined Humanities -> POA -> Chemistry -> Recess -> Maths -> CEP -> Assembly -> Popular -> Home.

Combined Humanities is kinda okok today, cher let us choose do SS or History. I chose SS, cos i need more improvement on my SS. It is kinda okok larh, wrote abt Reward for Work & Work for Reward. Wrote half a page of foolscape. Hehe. Aft tat is POA, cher give us something she so called "Mock test" but is an assignment lai de. But didnt do it finish, but handed it up aft assembly. :> Actually it should be english lesson but changed it to chemistry. Did the class test & cher praised us tat we are very fast today, as we sat down quickly & ready for the test. Hehe. Aft tat she go through last term de class test. Recess is kinda okok larh. :> Blahblahblah. Maths is okok oso, did alot of revision nowadays. CEP is okok larh. Kena give Mr Lim caught changing seat in class. :\ Den went to q-up to go to com lab. Jiahong de helix(if im not wrong) pirecing kena give Mr Lim caught, i think he jus pirece it ytd de barh. Den Mr Lim ask him to take out, it is damn fcuking pain de lorh. Den jiahong say He is enjoying the pain. LOLOL ! Damn funny larh him. Den go com lab do ecareers den off to assembly. Sherrilyn went up to me, cos her leg injure, den kena help her out. :> The whole assembly, i wasnt listening at all. LOL. :x Busy toking to friends & doing to POA work. Aft assembly, ate lunch wif Ellie, Gwen & Jiayi. And take 143 to interchange. Den aft tat pei Jiayi go top up her ezlink, den ellie & jiayi went home. While i went to popular to buy foolscape & post-it notepack. Saw Kesh & his girlf, hehe. They dating at popular, den his girlf called me stella. LOLOLOL ! Den kesh say no larh, she is Crystal. Damn cute larh them. Den said goodbye to him & went to buy my stuff. Aft buying, went to buy blueberry ice blended & went home. Went home, watched show. My mother jus bought de, He's beautiful. I watched until damn excited lorh. Hehe. End of my day le. :>

I love dai my dearest lanlan & lanlan's owner, Dylan. <3 Hehe.

Luvdiethem ! :D

Foto taken today. <3

Things to do today. Haha !

Inside there it wrote :

"I love you, Happy mother's day."

Done by: Amelina. <:

The show tat im watching today. <3

Lastly :

I want to buy this golden bag !!!

20 Bucks, Saving money nw. x.x

I dunno why but i really feel very tired nowadays. x.x

Really damn sian lorh. x.x

Less den 2 days to MYE start again.

Which is SS & History. x.x Stress dai le larh.

But lucky i have you, my dearest smileypill.

You make me smile, make me happy everyday.

I want to have you forever & forever.

I want to be urs forever. I hope i can.

iloveyou. <3

2010-05-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

Credit @ Photobucket.

Woke up at 6.30 which is like damn late le. Den faster prepare den take bus to sch. Reached interchange on time before the bus go. And it is damn super squeezey de lorh. Reached sch on time, hehe. And brought lanlan to sch today. <:

Assembly -> Combined Humanities -> PE -> Chinese -> Recess -> POA -> Chem -> Ellie's house -> Home.

Assembly is kinda okok. Sitting behind & slacking tgt wif Stella & Nina. Chatting around. Den went to class for lesson. Combined humanities is totally like damn boring, was like praying tat time will past faster. :x Pe lesson is okok larh. Playing & slacking around as Mr Lim went to take the 2.4km retest for the ppl who fail. Aft tat, went to buy milo. Den was kena by Mr Vilau, den he ask me to tell the class to stay back during recess cos alot of ppl go buy. But i dun care, i didnt tell. LOL. :x Went for chinese, totally slacking ! Hehe, cos teacher give 1/3 of the class oral. Den have to wait for thurs for mine. Recess time was like playing hide-and-seek, cos if let Mr Vilau see me i cfm will die. Den Mr Vilau's PE class de students kena called to go HE room. Den me & gwen went back to class. Aft tat is 2 hours of POA, okok larh. Fall asleep abt the last 45 min of the lesson. Aft tat, is chem remdial. Lots of ppl ran away. LOL. Den teacher come, go through worksheet den ended the remdial. Went to buy food from canteen den went to Ellie's house. <: Went to her house to slack, mummum & watch phobia2. LOL ! As i was using Ellie's lappy, didnt watch the show but everytime i turn my head around i will saw the most scare part. LOL ! Aft tat, 4pm went home tgt. <:

Seriously, i think im going to fall sick soon. x.x Having flu since afternoon until nw. And nw having headache. I want to be health ! <:

I dun want to live le, father & grandma keep on kbkp. x.x I really dunno wad to do. I jus dun want to care abt my grandma but cant. I really damn tired le. Wo hao lei le, zhen de hao lei. Once again, tears dropped. Hais. I really damn upset, i dunno why. Perhaps i think too much le barh. x.x

Seriously, i wonder why you are curious abt wad tricia tell me in fb.

You dun need tat curious, as she jus tell me to last long only.

Wad are you worry abt ?

I can feel tat you are kinda worry abt wad she tell me. x.x

I love you, lots & lots.

You are the one & only person, im thinking abt everyday everynight.

Luvdieyou, <3

2010-05-03T22:39:00.002+08:00

I miss you. ): Damn much !

Credit @ Photobucket. <:

Went Out Wif My Boyf Today ! <:

Cant sleep ytd night. LOL ! Woke up @ 4.44am, 6.30+am den wait until 7am cant tahan liao jiu wake up. Watching teevee until 9am den go pompom & text Baby. He overslept, haha. But nevermind, we meet 1 hour ltr.

Damn funny lorh. I text Baby, i reaching soon. Den he went down to the control service there wait for me. While I went up to the platform. LOLOL ! Den ask him come up. :\

Cube -> Plaza Sing -> Cube -> Plaza Sing -> Dinner -> Home

Aft tat, went to cube. Bought 5 hours tgt wif Baby. Den the com whr we are playing beside us are very noisy. My side << ppl are playing L4D2 & Dota ?! Den Baby behind de ppl are play L4D2 & Dota oso ?! Damn noisy de lorh. Den we on audi until veryvery loud. Hehe. Den lots of thingy happen. Blahblahblah.

Den around 1pm or 2pm+, friends come.
Totally saw -> Ahheng, Alvin(VinVin), VinVin's Friend, Grace, Sherrise, Clara, ~GongDaiMe~, LiJun(Fiance), Jiayi(Keigi), Cheryl(Crazylicious), Moka & lots of ppl more.

I got moody because of a stupid girl. Everyone got bad mood, all because of her. x.x Den Baby keep on asking wad happen, (Cos i got moody not because of tat oso another reason. :\) Den Sherrise keep on saying she PMS. LOL ! Damn funny lorh. x.x

Den aft tat, went to eat chicken rice wif Sherrise, Jiayi, Clara, Baby, Ahheng, Grace & Dunno who. :\ Aft tat, went to take red line pei Baby go home. When reaching Sembawang soon, is like dun bear to let him go. ): Hugged him, (But actually wanted to give him a goodbye kiss de, but i too humji. LOL !) Aft he alight, den text wif him. Reach home, watch channel 8 show while texting wif Baby. Aft tat, fall asleep until 9pm. :\

Time to orhorh le. Tmr have chinese oral. Wtfhzxc ! Cfm fail de. x.x Nightnight. :D

Seriously, i dunno why. Im kinda scare of wad happen to Junhui & Jiayi, will happen to me & him. Perhaps im jus anyhow thinking barh. I had already trying to think positive, but i still dunno why sometimes i will still suddenly think negative. :\ But i still hope wont end, cos my love to you is really very deep very deep. My dearest sillybaby, imissyoulots & iloveyou. <3

2010-05-02T15:59:00.004+08:00

Credit @ Photobucket. <:

Woke up at 6 today. Den reply msg & fell asleep again. :x Woke up at 9. Brush teeth, den text wif darren while watching teevee. He keep on calling me his dear. LOL ! But i told him i attached le. x.x Den watch doraemon aft tat went to study for a while. <:

Aft studying, wait for mom to wake up. Den went to house downstair to eat breakfast + lunch. Aft buying the food. Dad tell me have a girl wearing mac uniform & carrying pink colour ink bag, & her hair is short. I knew tat is stella den faster run to find her. I called her before she cross the zebra cross. Den chat wif her. Poor thing larh her, sunday family day still have to go work. x.x

Aft tat, went to market. Saw ShiYuan, im damn fcuking shock to see him can. Den i told mom, aft tat he say Hi. Den i say Hi back. Den mom tok to him. HAHA. Aft tat, he chat wif me for awhile Asking me whether did i still contact Winnie anot. I feel very upset, cos i didnt contact her le. ): Aft tat, went to walk around the market. Saw a bag tat is make of jeans ! Mom actually want to buy for me de, but tat lady anyhow give a price (Cos there is no price tag). She said 30 bucks, den my mother ask her 28 bucks can anot. Den she like cant like tat. Den my mom decided not to buy. But nevermind its okay to me de larh. & Went to buy some stuff den went home. And texting 3 person all the way until I reach home. LOL !

Went home den do nose mask cos too many black pores le. >< Den nw, whole family orhorh-ing. Only me not. :B Cos im not a pigpig. Haha. Currently facebook-ing. My facebook is like kinda hang ? Cos too many notifications. LOL !

Im so happy, tmr going out wif baby. <: Once again, cube. LOL ! I wonder when can i get my com back, hais. :\ I miss my audi. And i want to download the new audi patcher ! Roar.

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